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Trapped in a world of my own creation;

Images of something to hold on to disappear;

A dream, nothing more;

The smile that was forming slowly begins to fade;

The realization that I was deluding myself is hitting me like slap in the face;

Why can I not accept;

I cry no tears for something that was never truly mine;

10/26/05

Leave me again;

Within my tormented soul;

That aches to be near you;

Crys out for your embrace;

Turn out the lights;

It's over;



10/12/05

In the darkness she opens her viens;

Freedom flows to the surface of her flesh;

All she knows is the pain inside;

Can she find the peace that has long been denied;

With sharp objects she releases her inner voiceless screams;

Alone a whisper of prayer to any deity who will answer;

10/10/05

The crystal light that I once held so dear;

Has fallen away and out of my vision;

Before me lies a path of my own chosing;

Cluttered with twisted limbs and broken promises;

Shall I go on;

I chose the path, why turn back now;

The bright future seems a distant past;

Again before me lies tormented souls like that of my own;

Or do I have a soul;

Is it there, just burried deep within;

Is it so empty that it can not be seen;

10-05-05